Anonymous asked: I know this probably sounds attention whore-y but couldn't honestly give two fucks. I'm so sick of everything and I'm honestly seriously considering suicide right now. I have no friends IRL and my mom is in the hospital with breast cancer and she may not live to see two months. I live in this apartment and I'm only 16. I fucking hate myself. What should I do, Wade? I really need help. I have no one. I have no one to turn to. I fucking need help, Wade.
Keep fighting, and live for the sake of life right now. There are moments of despair in our lives where nothing feels worth it and there is no motivation, only pain. Most of us get to that point at one time or another, and some more often than others. We all hate ourselves or have low self esteem at one time or another as well. The way one acts is rarely how one feels on the inside. Life is truly full of ups and downs. Sometimes the ups feel too good to be true, sometimes the downs feel like Hell itself. All we can do is stay the course and hope. Hope that it gets better. Hope a friend or lover come into our lives. Hope for a miracle cure. Hope for a good job. Even that doesn’t sound worth it when we are down, but all we can do is take it day by day and promise ourselves that we will push and make it to tomorrow. Do that, and one day the fog will lift a little bit. It may feel like you are down for an eternity, but when that one spark of hope or happiness come into your life you will know it was worth it to keep fighting. Please, keep fighting. If you can make it through this, you can make it through anything. Hang in there, and don’t be afraid to talk about it. Plenty of people can sympathize with how you feel, even if you feel like what you are going through is worse than what anyone else has been through. Sometimes all we need is to find someone else who will listen. I wish you the best, and I hope life turns around for you soon.
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